Depressed :/

This week,  a sad week. It made me eat so many, fail so many, spend so many, study so many, sleep so ... 

Poem for depressed people :) (smile though your heart is aching)

The Crowd

by: Gisselle Vargas

All alone I stand still watching from a distance
I scream as the people walk by but no one listens
A shadow different from the rest stares back at me
I try to grasp it but it disappears right in front of me

I'm left standing still as the day turns into night
I look at the crowd and tears begin to fill my eyes
Not one familiar face in a group of many
Not one looks up or notices me

I'm like an old statue that everyone has seen
They all walk past me like they know where I've been
Yet no one cares to see where I'm going
Or how I got there or am I hurting

Suddenly I realize that I'm not the unnoticed
While no one looks at me, I'm the observant
At the end, I have stood firm on the ground
While everyone is searching for the peace I have found

Source: The Crowd, Depression Poems http://www.familyfriendpoems.com/family/poetry.asp?poem=22949#ixzz0wIMJzkQm